Most perfect day ever.
Midnight- they interrupted Lorenzo's 21st birthday party to sing to ME.
Peter Kempson made me breakfast! Homemade bread and sunny side up eggs.
I went on a "cocktail and cupcakes" run with Weston and Mary. My first booze buying ever!
I chilled with Wes while Mary "surprised" me by bamboozling my room.
My family came and we went to dinner at First and Last with Weston, Holly, and Mary. SEAFOOD CIOPPINO!!
We had strawberry rhubarb pie (my FAVORITE) and Don Perignon champagne in my room.
Then, we partied.  So many people came.  SO much booze! (Daddy brought a lot.)
The Quriks sang happy birthday and "Perfect Day" to me personally! :)
Somehow, I ended up at Crow and Sigma.  And insisted on hugging Tina- while she was IN Blake's bed.
Went to Andy's room with Holly and Neal.  Got creeped out. Ran to Peter's room.
Fell asleep in his bed, very drunk.  He slept on his pile of laundry on the floor. He's the best person ever.

Best Birthday I've Ever Had.  Ever. <3

I'm clearly very ready for a break with Jim.  After two and a half years, I've forgotten what it's like to be me.  I'm not "Amy" I'm "Jim's Girlfriend."  I need to find Amy again.  I need to be able to go out on a Friday or Saturday night and not feel guilty that I'm dancing with other guys.  I just need some time to be me.  I don't want to hurt him, and by no means does it mean that I don't love him.  I just need some time to find me.  I've lost myself along the way.